I forgot

I forgot what you were doing yesterday. I hope everything went ok.
How is Lisa? I am still shocked, she is such a sweet loving
person.
I got to go to the STAR eco station yesterday, I saw a baby crocodile,
taranchula, talking birds, those baby dragon things that are on
Jurassic Park that have the flaps that shake when they get upset.
Today I am going to my great-grandmother's funeral. It's in
Lomita. Hope you day is going well.
Did you guys end up going to the Dodger/Angel game on Sunday
with your sister and Dave??
Tisa

Mondays

After all that happened yesterday with my kid freaking out, not doing anything that was asked of him, and almost hitting several adults while screaming and shouting "Shut UP," the teacher's grand reply is: It is just Monday's. In all seriousness she felt that it was just the day, that all kids are like this every Monday. Which is baffling since this is the first time that he has acted this extreme.
I told her that I didn't really think that. I said it was most likely the fact that the boy is going through a shit load of things with his dad. It could be that that his dad yells at him, that his mom yells at his dad, that his dad yells at his mom, that he yells at both of them. It could also be that there is no flipping structure in the classroom and he is either bored out of his mind or frustrated because something is too hard.
So Next time I decide to, or you decide to not listen to anything, flail your arms around while a gut wrenching scream comes out of your mouth, and spend a good portion of the day in the break area on the floor just remember it is probably just a Monday.

this lady is getting her master's degree in education, which is another baffling aspect to this situation.

thesaurus

I just looked up synonyms for lovely:
whistle bait,
That is funny, it made me laugh.
Do you laugh out loud when you are alone??
I have a really hard time doing that or even talking to myself out loud.
Anyways, it was funny but I didn't laugh out loud because I am alone.

Nevermind, I just tried it, and I felt stupid
synonyms:  
brainless, dazed, deficient, dense, dim, dodo, doltish, dopy, dotterel, dull, dumb, dummy*, foolish, futile, gullible, half-baked*, half-witted*, idiotic, ill-advised, imbecilic, inane, indiscreet, insensate, irrelevant, irresponsible, laughable, loser*, ludicrous, meaningless, mindless, moronic, naive, nonsensical, obtuse, pointless, puerile, rash, senseless, short-sighted, simple, simple-minded, slow, sluggish, stolid, stupefied, thick, thickheaded, trivial, unintelligent, unthinking, witless

We are young..lalalala. keep out teeth nice and clean

I was listening to a good song this morning, can't remember what it was, and it made me want to go to rock shows. I used to. I don't anymore. It made me want to make stupid mistakes and get really really drunk. But then I think, I have already made really stupid mistakes, that I kick myself in the ass for anytime I get a chance.
But I still want to go to rock shows. I can go out, I don't have kids and don't have to think about someone else that I might be tied to, I can do whatever the hell I want.
And Again I want to go to rock shows.

I think a good way to judge whether or not a song is worth listening too is if it makes you want to have a bbq. Most of my favorites immediately make me want to be surrounded by friends eating cow flesh and drinking beer on a warm summer evening. Wilco, Bob Dylan. Bob Marley, Johnny Cash, Vivaldi (just kidding, that makes me want to wear nice silks and drink champagne in my wood paneled library with exotic rugs on the floor and my dog lying at my feet)
Anyways, that is a scewed theory but I am going to hang on to it.

BEACH!!

Dodger

I am so excited about the dodger game!!
I got a little surprise yesterday. My tax refund came which was quickly
used up but was a relieving addition to an annoying week.
I hope that the weather is unlike it has been the last few days.
So at BevMo there was a sale on wine that was buy one bottle
get the second for an nickel. I was on my way out the door
when I realized I don't have a license. Did you know that if you
buy alcohol online you just type in your birthday and they will send it
to you. So that is what I did, I felt like I was cheating for some reason

I felt rejected yesterday, thanks for returning my calls. I hope your day
is full of unlucky circumstances.

Dream

I had a dream last night. I remember two people in it. This guy that I hardly speak to anymore. And this guy that I have met a few times but don't really know at all. Anyways It was a nice dream, He was on the computer and he liked me, which is always preferrable than not. I woke up feeling slightly annoyed about one, and giggly about the other

oiahv„ÅÒn

Sometimes it is hard to write on this thing. It feels like trying to write in a pretty journal that seems to fancy for any normal string of consciousness. It should be something more thought out and impressive.
Unlike what was just written.
So I was working on the skirts for my friend Gwen's wedding and realized that I didn't have one of the girls measurements. I thought I had lost it but had no record of it in my e-mail. Found out she never sent it to me, dumb ass.

When I was younger I would get upset with my parents when they would get upset at people such as store clerks, or waiters. They never seemed to have patience. I would always remind them that they are people too and maybe they were just having a bad day, I would say maybe their mother died today. They would retaliate with they are in a server position, if they can't do their job or don't like it then they should find a new job. I feel like my patience and understanding with people is getting smaller and smaller the older I get. I don't like assuming that people are out to make things complicated by cutting me off on the freeway and then staring me down after I honk because they were about a centimeter from hitting my car. Or when the vice principal at your school changes your schedule around because of alternate motives than your kids needs despite what you feel (since you work with the kid 6 hours a day), despite how the mother feels, despite what the teacher you work with feels. I find myself saying "bitch" in my head everytime I see her.
My dad would say to me "be sweet" everyday before I went to school. I realized in high school that I was no longer "sweet" and tried my best, I think I was better in college. Where is my sweetness going? My patience with people? I no longer feel like having discussions about a situation but just yelling, Back off ass hole, YOU are wrong!!
I am going to go pray